Clarity and Purpose there has to be a Reason !

Clarity and purpose...thats what I've been thinking about, and you know its hard to change any routine youve got yourself into, thinking wise I'm talking about.  I've seen in the past what that can bring, I know what positive thought can do, and yet...actually doing it and being aware of it and changing it all the time can be exhausting !!

I'm on a roll, you know when you feel, yeah its all coming together, moving forward, great things happening that you'd never think would!   There has to be a reason...whats my reason?  Because I 'feel' the music and creativity, because I've got something to say, because the creativity of music touches my heart so deeply, very often I just cannot put these things into words and that is why I use music.

Don't you find that words are a poor substitute for the soul? they never quite 'touch' what your trying to put across, I love words, I have boxes of words in my garage.  Maybe its the combination of words and voice and orchestration that to me sometimes, and only 'sometimes' says what I really want to say.  Words are man made, is that why they don't quite suffice?

So...I continue trying to find those words 'and who does it matter too anyway' well me in the first place.  Its like trying to remember a dream that is on the tip of your tounge, that the more you think of it the further away it flies.  I wonder sometimes that if I could adequately use the words to my satisfaction, whether I would ever write another song?  But then, thats the beauty of life, its always changing, evolving, and I truly believe we are living in an exciting time, or is that my exciting time?

Are all our views mearly of our own different 'worlds'  ...probably

So...onto more wonderful words and music...